A fear of Lies
"LIES."
I've never thought of having such an unforgettable moment this Sunday. I woke up in the morning, 9:23am. I was very happy to greet my boyfriend in a simple text. That day, I know it's Mr. and Ms. Sportsfest of MRH and LRH but I'm expecting that we will be having a great time in SM even though they have an event in school. But, it didn't happened...
It's already 10:53am when I texted him again to woke up. After 7 minutes of waiting, he replied and greeted me a good morning. He also invited me to go to the sportsfest, I have no choice but to say yes not because It's automatic that I must go, but because I want to be with him. So I asked him if he's already preparing because I know that sportfest is 7:30am up to lunch time only. He said that he is already preparing and ready to have a bath. So I've started to heat my water and give him time to prepare because I know that he's too slow and probably I'll wait him again in front of their dorm. Honestly, It only took me less than 20 minutes in the bathroom because I know that we only have less than an hour to go to the sportsfest. After a while, he texted me that the sportsfest is almost done. But after I read his message, I've realized that for the first time he only took 20 minutes to prepare. So I asked him where he was, he replied that he's already in the venue with his friends. I was SHOCKED.
I replied him because it's really impossible to have 20 minutes to have a shower, wear clothes and go quickly to the venue. Even though I'm telling to myself that "Be Optimistic!", I can't answer my question HOW IT HAPPENED...?
Then I started to ask him so many questions already to figure it out. But sadly, he misunderstood me.. (as always, everytime I asked him). So I grabbed the mistakes, and I tried to understand him. But suddenly, he told me the truth... He's already done preparing everything before he greeted me a good morning, and for that 20 minutes that I'm thinking about, he went to the sportsfest already. It's really hard for me to accept it. I don't want him to know my feelings, because I know in the end, my feelings are useless.. my tears.. my effort.. and my expectations...
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Dany
I'm Diane, born in Dagupan City Pangasinan, Philippines on July 18, 1992.
I grew up in Saudi Arabia for more than 8 years.
Graduated in Saint Louis University Baguio with a degree of BS Computer Science.
I describe myself as a designer, an analyst, a gamer, a singer and a layout artist.
Food is Life!.
A fear of Lies
"LIES."
I've never thought of having such an unforgettable moment this Sunday. I woke up in the morning, 9:23am. I was very happy to greet my boyfriend in a simple text. That day, I know it's Mr. and Ms. Sportsfest of MRH and LRH but I'm expecting that we will be having a great time in SM even though they have an event in school. But, it didn't happened...
It's already 10:53am when I texted him again to woke up. After 7 minutes of waiting, he replied and greeted me a good morning. He also invited me to go to the sportsfest, I have no choice but to say yes not because It's automatic that I must go, but because I want to be with him. So I asked him if he's already preparing because I know that sportfest is 7:30am up to lunch time only. He said that he is already preparing and ready to have a bath. So I've started to heat my water and give him time to prepare because I know that he's too slow and probably I'll wait him again in front of their dorm. Honestly, It only took me less than 20 minutes in the bathroom because I know that we only have less than an hour to go to the sportsfest. After a while, he texted me that the sportsfest is almost done. But after I read his message, I've realized that for the first time he only took 20 minutes to prepare. So I asked him where he was, he replied that he's already in the venue with his friends. I was SHOCKED.
I replied him because it's really impossible to have 20 minutes to have a shower, wear clothes and go quickly to the venue. Even though I'm telling to myself that "Be Optimistic!", I can't answer my question HOW IT HAPPENED...?
Then I started to ask him so many questions already to figure it out. But sadly, he misunderstood me.. (as always, everytime I asked him). So I grabbed the mistakes, and I tried to understand him. But suddenly, he told me the truth... He's already done preparing everything before he greeted me a good morning, and for that 20 minutes that I'm thinking about, he went to the sportsfest already. It's really hard for me to accept it. I don't want him to know my feelings, because I know in the end, my feelings are useless.. my tears.. my effort.. and my expectations...
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